You are dealing with two minds, not just one. You have a conscious mind and a subconscious mind at play and they are very different from each other. The conscious mind learns creatively, processes information much more slowly and is only available about 1-5% of the time.
Then you have the subconscious mind (it means below awareness). It learns habitually, we use the subconscious 95-99% of the day!
Watch the video for some tools to make the subconscious mind work for you and move forward towards your goals!